I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
HAPPY NEW YEAR`!
okays.its a lil late.burt oh welllls...zzZzzzz`
hahas.new year lerhs.finally.hmm.okayys.gort a few dedications cumin urp yea`...
weijia kor;;lols!yu piggy =x hmm.best orf luck for yur 0`levels yeahs,noe its drivin yu crazayy burt hang on in there en it'll al bi over before yu even know it x)) btw,thanks for all the stuff en advice yea`yu've made me see things clearer sho thankies veh much.oh yea`find yur princess fast kays =x
naiyu;;hmm.yu've been too busy en we hardly tork now so yea`i dun think yu'll noe wart im gonna say burt jush wish yu luck with 0`levels en dhen thanks for whad happened last year.
shi fu;;ahaas!yu another one =/ hope yu do well in 0`levels kays.en oh yea`find yur dream gurl fast en jush wanna let yu know,yu'll always bi my shi fu yea`nothing's gona change tht x))
william kor;;ANOTHER ONE takin 0`levels.oh greatt.goodie luck for it en wish eternity with [herr] kays?ahahas.yu guys are so sweet.jush dun forget yur mei here kays.oh,en thanks for the advice yu've given me en wanting to bi there for me yea`
abygail dotti;;yos gurl!! =x hahas.hmm.i noe we've gort lots orf urps en down burt yea`yu'll always bi my trusted frien en yu know tht pretty well.
yennying dotti in law;;DORTS.dotti in law,yu had better treat my dotti well kays.wahaha.fyne.hmm.yu arhs,influence me with all those korean stuff.=/ now im addicted yea`btw.KANG DONGWON ish sho kewtt -daydreams- park han-byul ish honestly pretty kays.no objections worhs!thanks for listenin to me en my krap en oh yea`the beautiiful poster too x))
michelle grand dotti;;my beloved grand dotti huhs.ahahaas.yur NORT the only genius around kays.=x hmm.thanks for keeping my day bright always with yur lil smile en actions..en for being there for me when i needed yu x))
cynthia;;okays.yu hold most orf my secrets so yea`more than half orf the tym im always doubtin yu cus liek yur always pissed off so...nvms.burt stil friens yea`?
syjia chio-eyy;;wahahaas!MY chio-eyy x)) lolls.thanks for makin me smile too with yur sweet lil smile en krap.ahahas.friens fiurevahh!
gladys cutiie;;thix lil lil cuttie orf mine yea`thanks for wanting to be there for me kays.en im truly grateful for yur lil new year card tu,made me smile.hehes.
jolene;;ahahas!i jush lurve torkin to yu on the phone yea`can tork aburt ANITHIN. ;))
jasmine darhlyn;;yos gurl!yu always made me lauf non-stop with yur krap en tht attitude.attitude rawks yea`!wahahaas.yu rule mans lil'jassy. x))
nicole twiin;;hmm.yu've always been there for me liek fiurevahh?LOLS.yea`yu always wipe away my tears derhs.thankiies ((;
imee dearr;;heys dearr!-waves- hehs.hope we'll always stay thix way en yu know i'll always bi here for yu .thanks for listenin to me at times too.lurve ya for wart yu are cus yur 100% purely yurself which ish why yu make me smile x))
fiifi mei;;OMG.havent seen yu quite sum tym.burt yu've been dhere for me whether we're in the same sch or nort.mish the taiwah time yea`
samantha lao po;;hey heyys~pretty gurl now worhhs.sorry didnt meet urp on new year kays.we'll meet urp realllls s0on.i promise (((:
alicia;;allie!ahahas.yu arhs,dun blabber sho much =x
carina;;wahhhs.i miss torkin in chinis with yaas`hope yur doing well in hk yea`miss ya lots!
yi qin;;michelle!!b cum more sophiscated when i last saw yu worhhs.growin urp yea`wish yu luck in aussie!
weishoon di;;heys weishoon.hmmm.thanks for tryin to kip urp with my life en stuff.dun stress out sho much en c0ol it with soccer mans!leave sum tym for mE.=x hehes.
bro;;my dear dear beloved bro.thanks for helpin me think out solutions,nort mentionin yur attempt at match makin -glares- burt i believe yur jie dun need it en neither wants it.tc at nass yea`kip urp the bond x))
jinghan;;crazii gurl.scream so much evry mornin.chill mans gurll.yu always made me go -.-" with yur...eErhhs.craziiness =x
jasmine[nass];;havent seen yu reall long tym mans.since last sep?oh wellls.friens fiurevah
ediison;;sorry for sum orf the things i said.burt really,yu were hella getin on my nerves.yu know i'll always lurve yaas as a brother.so storp scarin me lerhs.thank yu veh much.
yu guys.tc lots okayys?keep in touch ;))
oh yea`
special thanks to laine,stacy en jen.lurve yu guys lots en i'll never forget the times we're always pigging out en attending night parties en all those wild stuff.sisters orf my s0ulll~hahas.
&I thought...Nevermind.