I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
hmmm.todayy.super boring.mornin recieved news than the damn mr mohamad [cop] was gona check the whole level on handphones.shit him mans.i wish for him to go down the 8th hell =x he didn't even check!!en i was super worried,sho thix mornin i passed me en my frien's hp to shi fu first jush in case.anyways,thanks shi fu ;)) i stil hate mohamad.oh yea`dhen rytes.recess tym,had to teach the sec 1's how to do the ava thingy thing.dhen when i tork,they kip noddin en noddin.dhen when i say,"understand?" all orf dhem shake their head -.- LOLS.only after repeatin liek wart...3 times?dhen they liek half half understand >.< juniors ="x">.jush to let yu noe rytes,yur nort the only genius around here.*ahems hems* LOLS.sho there!kekes!
she was left alone to reach for her will to live.
she was cryin en no one came en save her.
she didn't noe wart to do,burt they just ignored.
she didn't want all to turn out liek thix.
she wanted to be the gurl hu's different.
hu's gona bi able to let go without any complains.
she was told to let her mind rule over her heart.
she was told to storp being herself.
en yoo noe hu's tht gurl?
tht gurl was -mE-.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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