I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
nth much to blog anw.jush gonna post sum wurds below...
wo bu zhi dao hai yao deng duo jiu
ni cai ken kan wo yi yan
wo xu yao ni de ai
mei yi tian
wo zhi muo muo zai yi pang kan zhe ni
dan ni shi zhong dou hao xiang bu zhi
wo ye mei na me duo zhi jian gei ni tuo le
wo xiang wo zhe ni de shou er yong yuan dou bu yao fang
wo xiang xin
wo men hui yong jiu de
zhe..
ye shi wo gei ni de cheng nuo.
erms.sho yupps`
tc lots ppl-
&I thought...Nevermind.
been singing thix all day.
yu can call me selfish,all i want ish yur lurve.yu can call me hopeless,hopeless babeyy,cus im hopelessly in lurve.yu can call me unperfect,hu's perfect.tell me wart im supposed to do,to prove dhat im the only one for yuu*so wart's wrong with being selfish...
weet`
imma genie in a bottle babey
come en rub me in the right way honey
cum,cum en let me out
cus i wanna bi with yaas-
smth happens when yu look at me i forget to speak.en babey i karnt believe dhat smth liek [yoo] has happened to me.cus from the moment i saw yu,i knew dhat i was all set to bi yur`only*one;;
LOLS.
im crazyy now.
dayy dreamerr`[#]
&I thought...Nevermind.
im baq from camp.
it.was.sho.darn.FARN.
HAHA =x
exp scarin the ncc seas.heh hehs.
cus i was kneelin on the steps orf the audi,dhen lay my head with hair all over my face on the sliding wall,with my arm hanging from the the opp wall,slowly swinging....swing...swing.dhen the juniors started cumin in.en sum screamed liek krazi.one cried -.- en when JUSTYN KANG came in,my head slowly turn with him as he walked en he screamed liek HELL.WAHAHHAAS.justyn,if yur readin thix,yu shld bi darn ashamed orf yurself.tsk tsk...xp too bad i din get to scare the sec 1's.hahas.nightwalk ish really farn.hahas.en justyn kang screamed pontianak!!!! =x LOL.heyy,im REAL.im human worhhs -.- en gort one guy.when he came into the audi to report to the seniors,he saw the "ghost" supposedly me.dhen he call for his seniors,en those evil evil ppl purposely nv reply.dhen he quickly run out.a few seconds later,he en his frien was outside the audi sayin,"REALLY.I SAW THIX GIRL'S HEAD THERE WITH LONG HAIR.REALLYYY!!!EN ALL OUR SENIORS NORT THERE."omg,he seriously sounded as if he was gona cry anytym.awwwhs.i do feel sho bad =x
anw.overall it damn rawk.heh hehs.burt i din see any ghost.burt yu quan says dhat even if i do see a ghost,dhey wld prob bi scared by me firsh =x o0ps.im a livin ghost yupps`which can even appear in the day.how ironic.
hmm.my mood's really good.for once.hahas.maybe im finally lettin go.for the better.
-yawns-
sleepy weepy teepy.
nv slp the whole night at camp neahs.next mornin playin captain ball sumore.hahas.great energy mans.
im off to take a lil nap.
tc peeps`
&I thought...Nevermind.
i hate yu f*ckin ppl,pretendin to kare for me burt liek yea ryte`
i don nd yur fake wurds orf concerns.
superficial sympathetic faces.
i hate the whole lot orf yu all.
yesh
the wurd 'hate' ish strong enuff.
i dun usually use tht wurd.
burt thix ish wayy past my limits.
im kan move on my own.
i kan live without yu guys.
yu ppl ain't my life en get tht ryte.
thts iit.
i had totally enuff.
walk on yur own to the way outa my life.
dun expect me to send yu off.
jush getta outa my face.
yu noe wart i can do.
en no wayy am i kiddin yea`
sho..
f*ck off.
thanks.
Do smth-`britney spears
Somebody give me my truck,so I can ride on the clouds
So I can turn up the bass like..
Someboy pass my guitar so I can look like a star
And spend the cash like..
What you gonna do when the crowd goes whaoo
Why you standing on the wall
Music's fallin' everywhere
So why don't you just move along
CHORUS:
I see you looking at me like I'm some kind of freak
Get up out of your seat
Why don't you do somethin'
I see you looking at me like I got what you need
Get up out of your seat
Why don't you do somethin'
Now you're in my grill '
Cause I say what I feel
I only rock to what's real
Now you wanna bump,bump
But I don't do that with you
I'm over here with my crew
You can roll,if you can't
Don't be a punk,punk
What you gonna do when the crowd goes whaoo
Why you standing on the wall
Music's fallin' everywhere
So why don't you just move along
CHORUS X1
I see you lookin' over here
Can you tell I'm having fun
If you know like I know
You would stop starin' at us
And get your own space
And do somethin'
CHORUS X1
Freak...do somethin'!
Ow!
Why don't you do somethin'?
sho shudup ppl.
i hate those rumours around me.
they're all fake fake en nth more than fake.
so kip yur mouths shut on things yu ppl duno.
en storp yur actin.
its totally SARKS.
have a brain.
thix ain't yur life.
its MINE.
bleahs.
shiit off.
my life's in shambles.
i tink im gona break soon
i karnt hold on much longer.
hu kares anywae
-rolls eyes-
its so hard to live my life
liek im fightin a battle which i know i karnt win
uh huhs.
im gona show it to yu all.
im the princess afterall.
i will live.
en live it all well x))
im nort gona depend on anyone.
tht i promise.
oh yea`jinghan.
SMILEEE ^_^
things are gona turn out jush fyne.
trust me.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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