I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
x((
im baq from camp.
it.was.sho.darn.FARN.
HAHA =x
exp scarin the ncc seas.heh hehs.
cus i was kneelin on the steps orf the audi,dhen lay my head with hair all over my face on the sliding wall,with my arm hanging from the the opp wall,slowly swinging....swing...swing.dhen the juniors started cumin in.en sum screamed liek krazi.one cried -.- en when JUSTYN KANG came in,my head slowly turn with him as he walked en he screamed liek HELL.WAHAHHAAS.justyn,if yur readin thix,yu shld bi darn ashamed orf yurself.tsk tsk...xp too bad i din get to scare the sec 1's.hahas.nightwalk ish really farn.hahas.en justyn kang screamed pontianak!!!! =x LOL.heyy,im REAL.im human worhhs -.- en gort one guy.when he came into the audi to report to the seniors,he saw the "ghost" supposedly me.dhen he call for his seniors,en those evil evil ppl purposely nv reply.dhen he quickly run out.a few seconds later,he en his frien was outside the audi sayin,"REALLY.I SAW THIX GIRL'S HEAD THERE WITH LONG HAIR.REALLYYY!!!EN ALL OUR SENIORS NORT THERE."omg,he seriously sounded as if he was gona cry anytym.awwwhs.i do feel sho bad =x
anw.overall it damn rawk.heh hehs.burt i din see any ghost.burt yu quan says dhat even if i do see a ghost,dhey wld prob bi scared by me firsh =x o0ps.im a livin ghost yupps`which can even appear in the day.how ironic.
hmm.my mood's really good.for once.hahas.maybe im finally lettin go.for the better.
-yawns-
sleepy weepy teepy.
nv slp the whole night at camp neahs.next mornin playin captain ball sumore.hahas.great energy mans.
im off to take a lil nap.
tc peeps`
&I thought...Nevermind.