I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
my declaratiion`orf independance*
there's no way im tradin places-
right now the star's in the ascendant.\\
Make yur move if yu want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind urp yu either gort it or yu don't
'Til dhen Im siingle__
en dhats how i wanna bi
i liek it dhat wayy.
don't need to wait around for a man to save me
cus im happy where i am.
i don't need to bi anyone's babey
ain't needin another half to make me whole.
okays.i feel much better.thanks ah gong ytd night for helpin me out as usual.hahas.there's alort orf xmm arnd too ya noes x) hmm.havent tork for 3 wks plus.im jush gona turn a blind eye to all.walk straight past him today without lookin at him at all too.since dhats the way he wants,im gona respect it.i shuld i enjoyin single liife too :) without him,im oh-so-satiisfied with my liife =x kays.
note the scarasm =/ anws.i dun kare animore.im jush gona walk away.it's nort meant to bi.so the person in question here ish readin thix,yu shuld noe i dun give a sh*t anymore.at least..for now.so yeas`
i LORVE laine xD
&I thought...Nevermind.
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