I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
hmm.created new bloggy.
www.memorii-fied.blogspot.com
so yupps.
sometimes i would post dhere.
sometimes here.
mood really bad.
imma walkin dead zombie now.
depths orf emptyness.
so many things happened.
i hatte liiife.
im abandoned.
isolated.
by ALL ORF YU.
okays.nvms.
im losin grip on myself.
im losin the faith i had.
im losin whardever i have.
en im gona let go orf all
en jush breakdown.
dhats it.
-peace-
&I thought...Nevermind.