I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
we oh-so-miss ya.wow slut.
yur exceeding my expectations more en more by each moment.HA.
im hella impressed thou ;
you two can't.won't.will not bring US down xD
we won't lose ANY slp over yu two.
abygail tan!we're gona get thru it all(: <3>
oh,thanks to yu en sky for having faith in me for so long en never giving up yupps`
shi fu arhs,im glad i helped.im here alrightes.always(:
ohs,en thanks mingjiang again.i swear if yu tell anyone bout whard i tol yu tonight,im gona literally KILL yu x( en hi yehan(: i WAS glad to see yu okays!yup yups.
tmr's 29.
he told me dhat all this is a new chapter.
en dhat i should move on from the past.
en i agree.
but can i?really?totally?
maybe ; someday i just will.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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