I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
my happy ending; july 23
rah!honestly.im so pissed today.bitch fit again.a major one.i don't give a fcukin damn.if yu guys wna real bitch bout smth.why don't yu major beeg bitches just fcuk to a side en bitch all ya`wan.no one wants to here those pretty lil comments en stuff.its gettin on my nerves.really.don't test me.it'll not like im miss oh-so-patient lady.HA.tactless people.useless sluts.yu girls dun deserve any refinement.at all.
mm.good job imee,nicole,jo,shearen en mich(: en rizwan.my GOD,yu ROCKED totally.i mean like,definately.everybody loved ya mans! haha(: great one.im proud of yu lil junior`=) mmm.chinis oral had to wait so long.wths.but,i tink i absolutely ACED it.sky also right?(: guo lao shi was like "hen hao.ni ke yi zhou le." haha.this time oral rather easy actually =x en my maths.i got 60!! wahahahaa.should have gotten 64 but i got one careless mistake; but the method was correct so i only got 1 instead of 2 =x i realy improved.so aby.don't give up on me okay.weijia oso.en fearmax.meangirls.all yu people.to those hems*fcuk off really.i dont nd yur fake sympathy en congratulations.it DISGUISTS me the way yu people act.tsk.what girls can do.major drama queens.
en jo?yu were so hilarious en cute today(: HAHA =x
nicole; it'll be fine.concentrate next time en practise makes perfect okay!gambateh =)
shearen.yu rocked.so dun worry!
oh,hey karen(: yur smile is sweet!dun argue yups(: cus dhere's no denying it.heh!en im realy tryin super hard to treasure sec 2 life okay.i tink we're fated or smth >.<
oh todays's 29.mm.dun wna say.nothing much anyway.jus..tc (:
okay.tata-
&I thought...Nevermind.
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