I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
im soooo addicted to marion raven's song "here i am".its kinda like how i feel now.en listening to lots of korean songs by rain(: rain rocks! =x exp the song "i do" hahaa.
mm.i duno whats wrong with me.wake up weiru.he's right.29 gave you nothing but all this shit.29 left you.en...its all OVER.i know dhat you dont give a damn,en you dont know anything bout all this..but.sighhs.i cant help everything yeahs.
common tests are NEXT WEEK.did i just say next week?oh yes i did.(:
i think im kinda prepared lerhs bahs.mm.confidence!! im jus worried for science only.cus cher say very challenging >.<>
very tired.strained facades.fake smiles.hell.head's hurtin like crazy.depression.
on the verge of committing suicide.
nahs,im just kiddin.
wait,no.im not >.<
now im standing in the cold with tears running down...
..i lost count.but now..its stil 60 40.no change.sighhs.
the only remedy i know,is that i gotta let you go.
now i know,remembering hurts.
he,who moves on.she,who holds on.
that she,is me.
the past left a trace of blood along in my wake...
&I thought...Nevermind.
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