I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
ookayyy.im startin to think im never gonna get over him.so there.
when you said "im sorry." did you hear my heart cry?it left a deep scar there...
atomic winter in my soul.
devoid of emotions.
blinding hurt.
im becoming the girl i never wanted to be...
restrained.screams.cries.scratches.pleading.slash.get me out of here.please.
&I thought...Nevermind.