I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
xun yi cao.lavender*-deng dai ai qing.
qi ji hai zhi de wo xiang xin ma?
zhe xie ba hen,shang he tong..xu yao yi dian shi jian lai ping heng.
ru guo fen shou shi wei yi dui wo men de jie tuo`...
lost somewhere in the midst of hurt ; bleeding badly.
confusion.inDENIAL!
" if its over,let it go." oh,if only it was dhat easy.
i need time.space.love.joy.
i must confess,im still waiting.yet half way away.
im looking back,over my shoulder.
things are getting hell out of control.
its only your shadow...
okay.what the hell is wrong with me.i dont know.im supposed to be happy.en i really was.now,i dont know.im badly in need of a psychiatrist.
today was fun.playing backstage was fun too(: but super tired.dhen walked in the rain with bgf all the way to paya lebar after the concert.haha.we were like at first lost at how to get to bugis.dhen we got wet =x but it was nice anyway.mm.dhen go bugis.we thot we were super early but oh no,some people were ALREADY there >.< dhen haf lunch.dhen saw jolene.en erms.a few seniors.dhen watch charlie en chocolate factory xD it ROCKED.johnny depp was so sacrastic.hilarious.mm.loved it anyways.its cute(: dhen erms.nvms.skip skip skip.dhen go buy stars.glow super bright.reminds me of shining stars.which...arhs.nvm.dhen i went for tutor.dhen bgf went to marina bay carnival with his friends.dhen...yupp.was really happy dhen.
its 60 40 now.wth.this is getting crazy.
who's the one im waiting for.
&I thought...Nevermind.