I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i will NEVER' be with you.
i never needed anyone,like i need you right now.
you never realised for a moment,how much you'd hurt me.
i don't REMEMBER.
i don't CARE.
amnesia.
the past is nothing,NOTHING now.
the minute you two finish your 0 levels,i seriously WON'T rmb anything.
i won't consider the past as part of my life anymore.
it's just some freakin nightmare i had,for close to 2 years.
as a matter of fact,i'll see ncc sea in a different perspective too.
august 29,what the hell is that?
fish?ROFL.
3b,3c,4c,4b.ohh,classes?
get the point?
but one thing i won't forget.
its july 23..
&I thought...Nevermind.
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