I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i hate being confined.
i hate being monitored.
i hate being processed.
get my meaning?
the crux of my pain,my tears,is YOU.
-party girls are deeper&smarter than they first' appear(:
they demonstrate,how to be naughty&nice.
all i want,is everything.
becus' im worth it.
i like it like that.
you're the one that i want.
nobody does it better
nothing,can keep us together.
&I thought...Nevermind.