I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
lalala.we finished second filming.
tmr,thursday,sat and sun have filming also.
stupid lah.director and script writer even have to be there for every editing session.ZZZZ' en oh.i got another new job.of being the translator.chinis translate eng,eng translate chinis. biang.director,scriptwriter plus translator.thanks man. x( sob.im being bullied!tiny roar.grumble.
someone get me a coffin,dammit.
im ready to hang myself already.
we had better win this two competitions.
SVA and singapore short films.
bloody hell.
after filming went pw with mingjiang.without umbrella.but fun lah,in the rain xD we pratically stayed at RUSTY the whole time.cus his friend works at the shop marh.then we all like statues,at the display box there talking.LOL.like model statues.except we're not wearing rusty.heh.and there was one super perverted scene of the model.cus the model statue was wearing any pants or short or anything.it was like,erh.half naked.eeeek.then the mattew had to go and put a pair of jeans on for the model.cus kids walking by were like,mesmerized by the nakedness.ROFL.then the way he hold the model to put the jeans in ah,BIANG. it was so so so so.ERRRRHH.me en mingjiang keep laughing like shit.seriously.it was hilarious. =x yeah.just stayed there the whole time.then go home at bout 6 plus.super tired =/
yawn.
我的头发都已经剪掉
你指定的发型我现在不想要
我再也不能抱着你聊
聊那些以前以为有的未来
对你说的话
现在想起来都可笑
请你别太计较..
早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面统统剪掉
是否我会更好.
早知道认识你像往高空弹跳
拉着你,我爱的距离不大不小
也许,认识我的时候
你就知道,
你对我的爱有多少...
sighh ;
&I thought...Nevermind.