I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
ROFL.im still laughing like shit at the most sexually perverted despo guy i've ever seen in my whole ENTIRE life.HEH.it was darn hilarious lah.
today went sch for ava meeting.imee came also(:
haha.we keep making sacrastic jokes to pass time.LOL.
no imee,im not gonna wake at 7 am tmr! x( my goodness gracious.
you're impossible >.<
mm.tmr another meeting.aishh.
get ready for hard work! xD
-im fine.i will be,dammit.
i cant always go around in circles.
being insecure.right?
yeah right.like i can do it. ( mumbles )
&I thought...Nevermind.