I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
what if i said,i need you.
im sitting alone here in the corner,thinking of the past.
oh,en i went out to buy more books ytd xD
i feel oh-so-satisfied.hee.
abby says im boriiingggg.
AH well.
dancing tires me out =/
studying social studies and chinese plus doing e maths keeps my mind off stuff.
fine,im a wierdo finding joy in studying at THIS TIME.big deal.
so sue me.
im a wreck ;
&I thought...Nevermind.
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