I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
today had filming rehearsal.and i got promoted from scriptwriter to director.like THATS a good thing.tiny roar.im supposed to say "silence on the set!" then "action!" -.- oh,en "cut!" i mean like,WHAT THE HELL.no,im not supposed to be doing this?!stupid gerry. >.<
tommorow is the,real thing man.
shit.
this had better be a success.
&I thought...Nevermind.