I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i cant believe that bunch of them ytd morning.they just barged into my room,irish pulled my blanket off,laine pulled the curtains apart( the sunlight was fcuking bright.grrrr. ),jessica yanked my pillow away& they together kicked me down the bed.then i open one eye&start cursing like shit.They literally dragged me out,just to make me treat them the usual.that korean cuisine at chinatown.they claimed it was "for my own good?" YEAH RIGHT.zzzzz.teng&the rest met up there.we made a complete mess with the kimchi.but LOL.artistic eh.(: then go shop at takashimaya&isetan.The jap sale is here again.those idiots,i've lost count how many times they went around to try the food.groan.im was dead tired man.reached home bout 5 plus.it feels kinda good to be out for a change.then contd watching rain's new korean drama "this damned love." AHHH.i cant believe him in the drama.its soo different from his previous role in "full house." & i cant take this new side of him!its so,heartbreaking =/ so,erh.evil?roar.no wonder this drama isnt selling well in korea.hardly anyone can take the complete change of character in this two dramas.i mean like,rain used to be the nice,cute,tender,kind guy you know?then now,BIANG.its like,he's scheming,a heartbreaker,full of revenge to a GIRL.& its the worst of the worst.but rain is still super ultra cute to me x) haha.
by the way,im going to change my url to www.pathetique-.blogspot.com
im only staying with this dejavu url for until tuesday,then i'll be changing to the above one.so those who didnt notice,please dont ask me alrighte.(:
im having a nice quiet day at home today.my biggie lorry truck didnt come ytd.i doubt it can come today unless it has wings to fly and RAM into my house. =x tmr going sch to pass them the script&complete application form for SVA comp.we had better get that damned platinum award.mr anwar says he'll be showcasing our short film on the plasma tv in the canteen during recess time at least twice a week each time next year.his motive : to make everyone know the story& be sick of by the end of the year.ROFL.imee's face went T.T,when i told her.haha.dont worry lah,imee.i think mingjiang then face no more lerh.he in the movie cry until like that.Then all the new sec 1's see ms seah in the video will be like "oh my goodness,who's that teacher so fierce.better not offend her." LOL.you three are going to make a name man.oh yeah!the band teacher also!haha.i still rmb his mock horror when he saw the video."i look so fat in there!" LOL LOL LOL.its okay mr muz.at least you were smiling KINDLY? (:
okay.tmr have tuition at auntie's there again x) yay.history on the russian monarchy thing,CONTD!hee.& bellboy ah.let's think of a place to hit tmr after tuition.no no,not paragon again.im sick of that place =/ how bout heeren? :D
为什么当初相爱的原因,随着你转身的离去.
为了不再失去,我关上了心门.
我好想抱着你诉苦,却显得好无助,无助得让人想痛哭.
只有默默想起你.
难道,缘分已尽了...?
&I thought...Nevermind.