I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
lalalalalaa.
i dont' careeeee!
i dont want to!
im hiding far far far awayy!
now i think,falling deep in love now,or rather,falling deep in love LAST TIME,was really stupid stupid,STUPID!(:
&are you people out of your lil puny screwed up minds?!!!! THERE,at like,3 plus in the morning?aye wait,on second thought.let's hit it :D see you guys later.loveeee!
awww,that new guy at dancing class is ^^! mixed with CUTNESS&TOTAL HOTNESS.sweeeett!(:
oh by the way miswan.
if he really ask me,erm.that question.before he can finish asking,i'll probally RUNNN like dunno where already.(run,baby,run!!!!) haha(: anyways,i told him i couldnt msg for 3 months&that im really busy with all those filming stuff&piano though.so yeah,that should simmer things down a lil while,whilst i prepare my stuff to run&poof!disappear!!xD i know im deadly evil,but ahh,who cares?! this isnt my fault.uh huh.so nah,im not gonna stay&face the consequences for any heartbreaking or rubbish.i had enuf of all those shit.i know im reall bad,but hey,i didnt do anything in the first place!
&I thought...Nevermind.
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