I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
not fully done though.will add in a tagboard when im free.
yawn.jst woke up not long ago.
gonna rush out really soon.
the NZ people are back in sing.
great :D
vienna's been great so far.but im only halfway through.
i tell you,feelingless,is a genetic mutation,i swear i could really get behind.
im breaking down inside,but still keeping the facade up on the outside.
im so afraid i cant take it.
im so afraid of many things.
im shaking,inside.
ces'pathetique lil girl.
ha.ha.ha.HA.
-it's always been bout you.but things will change.it has to,right?
i've got to get on,with MY LIFE,dammit.
mind,soul,heart,brain,PLEASE HURRY UP & GET THE FUCKING MESSAGE.thank you very much.
>tired tired tired!
>ahhh,lavender(:
>im wondering if i'll actually ever go back.people will be happier im gone,anyways.
>all the things left undiscovered.
>...but you're only almost here.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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