I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
in a friend's house now.going kbox with some other friends later.(: ahh,internet.
mm.im one big happy girl today :D firstly,i finally went for dance class in the early morning with teng & laine after so long.combat dances hurt my arms. =/ cher michael saw me & was like,"ahhhhs.so you're finally back after a what,self proclaimed 1 month plus break?you're not coming consistently anymore,im sad.",& pulled that sad face.LOL.teng might stop coming altogether thanks to O levels.awww.its okay,come back after O's! (:
saw ah gong today after AGES.since...april.ouch,i miss him so much :] (haha,if you're reading this,start crying. =x ) oooh,im extra happy cos he said he thinks i grew TALLER.yeahhhh,babey!bwahahaa.we walked around TM & jst like,chatted.poor guy mugging for JC midyears.happy studying alrighte! (: it'l be all overrrrr,really soon.no Fs okay!i believe in you. :D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NICOLE & ZACKARY! :DDDDD
headed for the barbeque party of theirs after meeting ahgong at TM.i wasnt the latest!nicole shaked my hand & said i was early,congrats.oh,WOW -.- there were a variety of people.it was..GREAT FUN.throwing sand,brutal handling of chickens,washing hands in self made basins in the sand,cake throwing DISASTER,milkshakes,over fried food & many many many more.haha.zackary,shhhhhh!stop suaning/teasing me =/ its better for you not to say anymore,soooooo.....(: but i trust you,heh.ooh yes,i owe you a present.monday!i miss the 2As.nicole,its the first time i see you let your hair down =x hope you like your present okay,im not sure if you would,but...im jst hoping(: thanks for the friendship since sec 1,& all the times you've actually been there/cared for me. <33333 left there bout 10 plus & here i am now.the barbeque really really lightened up my mood alot,some bad atmosphere was cleared & now everything's all fine.life is getting back onto track,i guess.oh,boon's brother is funny,made me laugh alot.haha.
> ...i wont say that im in love.
>this is undeniable.oh,great.
&I thought...Nevermind.