I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
memories rushed back.i see the flashes of places we've ever been.& ouch,its hurting alot.but no,im not going to jst scream & breakdown like some lost lil kid who cant find her mum in the crowd.ha,im jst going to be strong & walk through all of this.one more month,a year.surprising how time jst flies by.but i'll be fine,someday,somehow.& i'll throw you a big smile when im done. : DDD
>you know what?im actually counting down hours to your return,unknowingly.oh,what does that mean.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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