I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
received a msg to watch "king & the clown" this morning,so skipped out at 11 to the new marina sq to watch it.cried at the ending,its so touching.lee joon ki,awwwwh.(: then walked around abit,jst reached home not long.
well,surprise surprise.i broke down again ytd night.a major big one.things jst went blank.i have to say thanks to ah gong alot,for listening.im sorry for the state i was in,i wasnt in the right mind,i was rambling alot of stuff.sorry.still,you're appreciated.(: thank you.im alot better now,more...stable,clear,i guess.
(ntellchea) ,shit.i cant believe how you could do this to her.she treated you with nothing but real sisterbond.that whole group,you all too.why side with the bad person?she used to be such a strong,happy minded girl.very bubbly.i WATCHED her,dammit.WATCHED her,as she slowly crumbled inside,weak.she cried.i didnt know you had the habit of stealing people's boyfriends.im not telling any of you anything bout her.thats her life,her business.not yours.she's completely fine now,better than okay.she doesnt need friends like you all,expecially you.so fuck off.
gerry! please please please come back to work with us for the next AVA production. : D
(& dont tap my head anymore.)
> bounce baby,out the doooorrr!
> slipped on the cold,"jst ignore" facade.
> in the process of illusioning.
> wake up,this is the world.reality bites.HA.
> i'd lost any feeling i felt ytd.blank now.
&I thought...Nevermind.