I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
GOOOO ITALY : D you're supported!haha.
haii,worried for A maths test tmr.wonder if i can get excused.if not...well.im dead.oh,meeting karen tmr(: after one full week.
cynthia,take care alrighte.cheer up,things will be fine : D dont let people see your tears,not worth it okay.its going to be fine,& you're one strong girl.i believe you can make it through.(: <333
> hips don't lie!
> honey,please get a life.(:
> awh,you'd be doing me a HUGE favour by jst,shutting up.
> daughter bitch irish,you're not supposed to look back at the past,my dear.
> yes,sweeties.im moving on.finally.
> you thought wrong.
> hey,its not like i havent been through this before.
> ...& i die a lil more inside.
> afterall,what matter is the present,isn't it?
its like what,you think i cant survive w/o you?
hell,i CAN,very well in fact.
-im a person so much better,stronger w/o you.HA.
so,goodbye!(: ...until next time.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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