I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i was asking if she's okay and stuff,then one of the things she said was " haha,i jst wanted to care about you,you know."
thanks tinghui for caring/wanting to.you're greatly appreciated.lovee. <3 i'll be there for you if you need me alrighte.anytime.smile prettyyy : D
abby.dont drag it.dont make the same mistake.i was in the same position as you,exact same one,last year & you know it.i regretted it later then.& now,im actually also stuck in a very similar situation.but i know what i must do.must be firm,abby.be persistent with your thoughts and decision.no more being soft cos its not only for your good,its for the opposite's good as well.lots of love abby. < 333333
sigh sigh.things have changed.in just one bloody fucking week.drastic changes.hmmmm.haiyah.forget it,im jst a big pile of mess altogether.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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