I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i've been in a pretty good mood these few days,considering everything thats been happening.so,yup.it doesnt matter,nothing else does anymore.
i think some insults people throw at me are laughable.cos i think its dumb,they're wasting their time.obviously those people do not know me well enough to know that insults simply jst bounces off me.so yeah,im not going to waste my time & energy being angry or whatever.& i am not too.like i said,it doesnt matter,LAH.
july 23.there's so many things i want to say.there's so many stuff running through my head.there's so much emotions running through me.but sadly,some,will probably remain unspoken forever.
you > thank you,for being there for me all this while.even though we havent known each other for a super long time,but still.we clicked instantly as friends & you nvr failed to make me laugh & smile.i hope,this will contd on,really.you always know what im thinking & you know me for who i am.besides july 23,you're the only other guy who has seen me so vulnerable before.somehow,i feel comfortable exposing my weak side to you,knowing that you will be there for me w/o saying it.no words are needed,you will jst be there.forget bout whatever feelings.& i believe you're the best,friend.
EOY'S ARE COMING,PEOPLE.study lah! i am,too.chem was a killer today,damn.
good luck everyone,i'll be away from the com for quite some time.
partayeeee'ing starts right after exams.can't wait.(:
bye bye <333
this is to the world,
thank you.all of you.
> teach my heart what's love.
> your history is mine,<3
> & once in a lifetime,fly to the sky.
> when your chance comes,grab it.
> there's no possibility in us...i guess.
> guys are always blissfully ignorant -.- zzzz.
> this is damn random.but....TINGHUI IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. =x haha! <333
> friends are foreverrrrr.
> you have always made me feel secure.
> i hate trigo stuff for A maths.stupid topic :(
> cynthia,rmbr.im here.<333 things will be alrighte.
> i want to pon sch tmr.oops.
> tmr got ss lecture after sch.follow by geog lesson.followed by another smaller grp geog lesson w/ cynthia & michele.omg.
> almost broke down in sch today but i guess i held on : D
> haha,SUCKERRRRS(:
> fiona's drama episode coming,must rmbr to watch.
> that taiwan small boy so cute,quarrel w/ me so long somemore on chinese words & ah bian.heh.
> DAO BIAN! : D thats the righttt way.
> i have major mood swings.
> these idiots.kbox every friday w/o fail.DONT WANT,i will only join in after EXAMS,don't come influence me,dammit :(
have you ever seen your face,
in a mirror there's a smile.
but inside you're jst a mess,
you feel far from good.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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