I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
> that baby dragon in ERAGON is sooo cute! (:
> yes,im still pretty pissed off w/ you.
> weijia,my icecream! :(
> sigh sigh SIGH.
> that disguistingly thick makeup was....ugh,yuck.
> what happens when you look into the mirror & all you saw was a reflection of someone who looks like you but...isn't you?
> lifeng,thank you.
> well...i guess i thought too much of you.
> tinghui,we will get through everything together.this isn't the first time right?we'll be fine. <3> yes,its easy to say but hard to accomplish.
> welcome back kaileun.(:
> oh yes,changxu's back tmr. : D
> we'll all be together this christmas.
> 123,mu tou ren.
> show me the truth.
> prove it,then.
> ...you all might as well be owls,can.zzzzz.
> what wrng w/ me?
> i look like a total mess.
> 23 stars,can you even rmbr,asshole.
> i miss those girls.exp...the girl who's still one of my best friends since pri sch.
> can you look me in the eye,&tell me that you're happy now.
> do i need a reason to cry?
> ...how so very ironic.
> a frenzy of madness.
> oh no no no,im not a girl,im a guy. ^^ haha.
> what all of us need in our lives,is a lil miracle that make us believe &have faith.
> fahrenheit! gahhh. : D
> i got my hopes high &had it crashed.how very stupid & careless of me.
> ...should have known better.
> HEHE. =x
> oh,have you fufilled your bitch quota for the day?
> there's a diff between past &present tense.
> you may be a world class pain in the butt,but usually you'd demonstrate at least a tablespoon of sanity.
> zero protection over the affairs of the heart.
SIGH.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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