I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
i swear,im going to get a punching bag by end of tmr before i really lose it & jst wack the wall.dammit.my head's hurting like mad & its getting on my nerves.i can't think,im very irritated by everything,i feel my temper rising,& i have the disguisting to urge to burst into tears & cry until i die.
school's opening on wednesday.great.looks like the worse is still behind.thanks for the movie today,qirui.blood diamond is a freaking good movie which is really heart wrenching& educational.also,w/ suave leonardo starring in it,its a definite bonus.go watch it people,you won't regret it.you'll learn alot from there.but its nc 16 btw,those below that age can try sneaking in at small cinemas.
> happy 2007 people.thanks for all those people who helped me out so much through 06',the girls,tinghui,weijia,that clan of guys....etc,you know who you people are. <3
&I thought...Nevermind.
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