I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
to july 23 : now,today,i'll finally say this.
i loved you.it's past tense now.
& i know you're happy for me,(:
so it the rest of the world.
im thankful for everything that happened betwn us,
all the memories,no matter good or bad.
the sad times,the times we fought,the time we cried in BK,toriQ,bugis,parkway,the v'day earrings you'd made,520,the boy&girl,the queen&soldier,all the good times we had w/ each other,charlie &thechoc factory,bugis cinema.....&there's so many other things that i won't ever forget.but i guess its been too long.
now,i've finally moved on.
& thank you,for being there for me all this time.for supporting me always,for the great advices,for all the good&bad memories,for the love that was once so true,for how you helped me to get through that rough period of time cos of august 29,&lastly,for being such an incredibly great friend throughout.
&now,let the past just wash away like watery ink on paper.....in our hearts.
<3
&I thought...Nevermind.
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