I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Havent been updating these weeks,been really busy &stuff.I'm gonna type randoms today,so bear w/ me alrighte.
> Happy birthday cynthia&syaza! : D
> Happy belated birthday jingyi,the rose(: we should go out someday yah,take care girl!
> Me&Alison made a scene in Toy'R'Us today.LOL.the counter guy keep staring at us -.-super super super cute soft toys,haha!&we will one day buy one batch of those air balls to donate to sch^^
> School tmr : ( damn.
> Now you see me,now you don't.
> Tinghui,im here for you always,you know that. <3
> V'day 07 was hilariously memorable,it wouldn't be great w/o all of you guys.Thanks for the dinner girls,love love.Single is good man,ahaa.
> Changxu,thanks for being there,as always.
> I miss Mr Ng &Mavis tuition : (
> I have this urge to go on a huge shopping spree to de-stress siah =/
> I need food,right now -.-
> Abbbbyyyyyyyyyy.
> Enough of the mind guessing games.
> Omg,I'm so sorry ziyang,for us pangsehing you on friday when we were all supposed to go back to NAPS. =x We nagged at you to come &in the end we were the ones who cancelled it,sorry! Next time,okay,promise.
> The newer generation of girls are getting...hem hem.
> IDEAS,come on.
> Blood diamond is a fantastic movie.
> Dance,hop around thrice&fall to the floor.
> CNY is stupid/boring -.-
> 261 days more before piano proficiency performance.
> Playing happy was never &never will be my specialty.
> TOOOOO BADDD,asshole.
> &Let there be love.
Let me find my stable piece of mind.
&Sometimes,you've got to lie to make everyone happy.
I'm through w/ letting you get to me.
Bounce baby,out the doorrrrrrr!
I'm one step ahead of you in this round of the game you're trying to play,HAHA.
We shall see,DEAR.
&I thought...Nevermind.