I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
I just wanna breathe again,
learn to face the joy& pain.
Discover how to laugh a little,
Cry a little,
Live a little more...
I just wanna face today,
Forget about the woes of yesterday.
Maybe if I hope a little,
Try a little more...
I'll breathe again.
Okay,stop.I'm going to contd' studying for physics & geog.Sigh,my brain is like crashing already.
Oh,&changxu says its very wierd when I act like a girl.(?!?!!) Uh,HELLO?I am a GIRL. -.- Oh dear,I expect dota drived him crazy,zzzzz.
Gonna be graduating/leaving TK &taking O'levels in like less than 6 months time.Going to be Term Two soon already,shit.
It's time to wipe the slate clean.
&Now,we're so yesterday.
So tell me,what's life going to be like w/o you.
&I thought...Nevermind.