I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Today was generally super fun,went back to MAVIS tuition w/ abby for mr ng! : D siah lah,Mr ng cannot rmbr abby's face already.&he said i improved alot in terms of attitude &concentration,ahaaaa(: Before that we went to TM to find weijia to pass him his present,ernie &....big bird? o.0 LOL.He got this friend called michelle who is sooo cute,haha.Abby&weijia damn lame man,see them seriously just go diao" -.-
Saw weijin at TM too! w/ his gf(: Awh,so sweet.He damn bad lah,bully her :( Saw eugene too,w/ his blur face,lol.Didnt get to see baoying,but she msged me to thank me for the present,which thankfully yuquan did rmbr to bring,haha.Your welcome girl!^^
RINA.
Hey girl!(: You're feelng better now right?Dont get yourself worked up over such a bitch okay,its not worth it.You see ah,she just wants to see you upset &everything,so don't give her the satisfaction of it.Why get your blood pressure high&spoil your pretty face by crying over such a stupid person w/ absolutely no morals whatsoever?Tell me if she tries anything funny like this again next time okay,i'll have the topmost honour of scratching her face for you : D &she can curse jasmine for all she want,jasmine will make her life hell,ha.Anyways,just dont care bout what she says,she's got nothing inside her to contribute at all,&since like i said,not worth it yup.Msg me if you need anything or someone to talk to,i reply my msgs 24/7 anytime,even during class =x I'm here for you always okay,rock on rina!You're the best,dont let her demoralise you or anything. <3
> I am going to study damn hard from now on!
Alison,my partner in crime. : D HAHA.
&I thought...Nevermind.