I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
This is so absolutely crap.
Dazed...dazed..dazed.dazed.
I prefer BodyCombat to BodyJam.
But Body Jam is fun though : D Sebastian likes to pick on me siah,wa lao.
Ms Yap has gone for her operation already,sigh.I'm going to pray for her to get well&come back soon,which would be at least another four weeks later :/ which...= my geog is screwed for MYE's & the following tests these few weeks.Okay,basically for the whole of term 2.Probably an f9,again -.- A grade I haven't gotten for geog for very long ever since Ms Yap started extra coaching me,sigh.I don't want to know the disappointment I know she's bound to get when she comes back & sees my geog so screwed up :( Nevermind,I'll try my best to work something out.
Oh,&my gut feeling was right,the relief teacher IS Audrey chen o.0 My sec 2 form/geog cher.Reunion siah.LOL.
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone
Ouch.
Stop making me feeling like everything I do is dumb,useless &foolish.
You are unbelievably ridiculous.
Point taken,so shut up.
I'm studying at the moment see,
&You're not affecting me.(:
Not.at.all.
Big question mark,white blank.
Deep hollow emptiness inside.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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