I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
I'm pissed.
...No,as in really FUCKING PISSED.
______can go screw up&down for all I care.
I'm washing my hands of it,I'm not even going to bother anymore.
So yes,please note I'm only attending the party on tuesday bcos of ulterior motives.Don't be stupid.
Urgh,to hell w/ all of this.
Thanks Jingyi for talking to me ytd night.Love girl : D
&Weijia!Thanks for the email yah,I was super surprised.Take care of Baoying okay!(:
YESSSSS,Thank the heavens,Lifeng&Belinda are officially BACK,since ytd night ^^ Missed them alot over the last weekend.
Oh,&Alison flies off to HK today. :(
Then Kaileun,when you coming back ah?Wait,I just remembered he's in HK too. o.O
Please,understand me.
&Don't take it this way...come on.
I'm sorry.
It's really good to hear from you again,too.
I guess there's never really a right time to say goodbye,isn't there?
&I thought...Nevermind.