I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Really hectic day today.
I have no idea what to say to you anymore to make you feel better,really.I can understand how you feel,but there's no pt,girl.Sigh.Please take care of yourself,& just know that I'll be there for you whenever you need someone.
Rina
Hey,girl.I hope you're fine &everything okay.I'm sorry I've been so busy w/ all my stuff these days that i havent found time to talk to you : ( I know it's been hard on you&you've been strong all the while up till now.So keep it going yeah! We'll both make it,regardless of whatever bullshit that's going to come or way.Have faith in yourself,cos I believe in you^^ I'll be there for you anytime,just like how you've been there for me even when I had my facade on.(: You rock! : D
I would like to say a special Thank You to Richny ,here as well.I know you're probably gonna be damn surprised when you see this,but well...nevermind.I owe you a huge explanation man,there's so many things that I kept from you while you comforted me whenever you felt that I was down.You listened to all my ramblings,gave me advice &tried to cheer me up always.& I feel like a mega bitch for feeling that way as i did towards you,but i promise I'll explain everything to you someday.Really.Thank you so much for everything still,girl. <3
&I thought...Nevermind.