I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Shut up,stop coming in &out of my life as &when you like.
Don't mess me up again,please.
March hols = More time to PIAAAAA.
I have no desire to go out,at all.
Sigh.
&I haven't slept for four days in a row straight.
Yawn,I'll grab some sleep later,
if i still feel tired by then -.-
I'll miss ms yap if she isn't gonna be arnd next term.Thank you for all the encouragement&extra time put in for me.^^
Shoutouts
Rina! Appreciated : D Remember I'm here for you anytime alrighte,it'll be fine.
Abby ah.Please do take care of yourself,&we'll both work hard&get through 0's together.(: You&your stupid drawing of the girl&the balloon -.-
Tinghui,loveeeeeeeee.
Lifeng,you&belinda will be missed :(
Jingyiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. :(
&Thought you should know,I've tried my best to let go of you,but I don't want to.
Just go,I give you my word,&I promise to love you.
If anyone sees him,please,tell him I miss his smile.
...
Shut up,weiru.Stop it.
Ouch.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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