I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
This chapter of my life is called, "Bad complexion & Feeling like absolute crap."
Ugh,honestly.
School is reopening tmr :( Which is bad cos school reopening after march hols will be absolute hell,cos from tommorow onwards,it'll be real hectic studying &focusing on O's already.No time to lose,vroom vrooommmmm.Mickey's ticking.
There isn't much time left,anymore.
Time doesn't feel like time anymore in sec four o.0
Chem test tmr&Physics practical test,shit.Tan kee hoe,please don't kill me if i screw this test up can. =/
Geog test in week two which is absolute shit cos I understand nothing on monsoon weathers & stuff.
I need a haircut,period.
& I need time.
...I feel like I've been screaming&running all my life.
Sigh,I'm sorry guys.Really.
You're right,I've changed.
...Sorry.
I promise,I'll be back.
Give me time to re-settle things &balance myself
I'll make it up to you all.
&I thought...Nevermind.