I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
All the things...shut away.Deep down within.
Every thought,every single emotion...locked away.
Denial?
Maybe.
Thanks Nicole & Weijia for advising/cheering me up tonight : D
Nicole,I think...it's not superpowers,its....mental sickness =x Haha.Still,thanks for the talk girl,though it was super funny,LOL.Take care love.
Weijia,I'm not xmm lah!You dare punish me anything,i call her save me HAHA.I'll be fine,don't worryyyyyy okay?(:
Plenty of work to do,plenty of geog & A maths expecially plus all my self revision schedules.No sleep tonight again! Oh well. At least scripts are finally done,hurray : D Cheers.
You guys.Thanks for everything all along,all the advices,cheering up,respect,help &backing me up.No matter what happened,you guys has always been there for me.I'm sorry I haven't been there for alot of you guys recently.But everything stays the same regardless what happens.Just know that. I,haven't changed after all these bullshit. Take care you people. <3
This nagging,throbbing pain shut away,wanting to get out.
Ouch.
You drive away from my car crash of a heart.
So close,yet so far.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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