I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
In the end,I still didn't manage to sleep early last night.Damn.
Mrs Poh called me today & talked to me about extra geog lessons arrangement with her cos ms yap isn't around.I can't believe it,she's so...helpful even though I'm not her student & never was.She was like "Study before you come see me on monday ah,although I know you probably already started a few weeks ago" -.- heh heh.She's so damn nice,omg.Thank you so much Mrs Poh,going through all the trouble for me &making arrangements for my geog.
Piano was good today,I feel much better in whole already.Called lifeng to ask where he was then he said he was at parkway with belinda (his godmum) & I was like " I'm in parkway too" LOL.Yeah,met them at fish&Co for a while cos they were having lunch there w/ some other band members after their band.I replaced the necklace present already,oh well.
I'm still abit...unfazed.Okay nevermind.
原来，偶尔还是会想起的.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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