I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
What hurts the most,was being so close& having so much to say,then watching you walk away...one of the best girlfriends I ever had.
Now,what's wrong.This friendship is falling apart& I don't know why.
Feeling very very black today.
Maybe it's just monday blues of school reopening,I don't know.
Everything's like...screwed up on the first day back to school,& I feel like shit.
But tommorow will be a better day : D
Wanzhuo,I'm so sorry I can't make it tommorow to lunch with you : ( Really sorry I have to cancel it.I promise I will make time for us to go out to lunch one day ASAP okay girl?One day after MYE's,you me & huilin,we three all go out together okay : D Love! Thanks for always looking out for me& being concerned all the time.
Jingyi, : (
You say hello,inside I'm screaming I love you.
你说我是你的全部,你凡事都以我为中心.
但你的个性就如风一般,
而风...又怎么会有中心呢?
&I thought...Nevermind.