I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
I miss you so.
&To me,it's been three months since you've left changed,&walked out of my life as a different person.
So tell me now,is this time just a detour...
Again.
I've finished all my A maths hols hmk plus ten over extra qns from A maths TYS to be passed up to halilah in separate book! : D YESSSSSS.
Okay lah,I guess i'm not stupid after all when I really have time&sit down to concentrate to do.Just that I take a damn long time to finish few qns &get them all correct,zzzzzz.
Shit lah,why can't holidays be extended to two weeks -.- Can i self declare another week of extra hols?Hehe.
Platinum BIG AH.Don't be so arrogant.Pfffffftt.No originality &plently of backbone help given.So don't act all high&mighty.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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