I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Wierd,wierd things have been happening these days recently...
Funny feelings,unexpected moodswings&emotions...
Many things happening.
So,so,very rare,haha.
& Today,even though I slept at 5 plus this morning only,I'm in a really good mood plus very energetic.Nicole was shocked/surprised & blur at me when I suddenly turn & say "Hello nicole!" randomly in the canteeen today w/ a smile.Very surprisingly meh :/ Then straight after she asked me "Are you okay?" -.- Wa lao :( Ladeeedum.
Plenty of people weren't in school today o.O I think I'm getting the hang of mole concept already,yay.Vectors....half half,zzzz.I'm damn disappointed for my history test,wtf.
Shoutouts!
Jingyi : I want to talk to you girl : ( We need to talk so ever desperately.
Wanzhuo : Haha,'that' scene PAISEH HORH. =x
Tinghui : ...Bad gut feelings.Uh oh.
Leslie : Don't sad okay,cheer up!I'll pray for your hp to be found (:
Belinda : Thanks for T-shirt,really.Love!
Changxu : You don't be stupid okay,go off your com right now and go sleep! Stop facing the com & all the radiation that will make your sickness worse you dense idiot -.- Ugh,guys.Go sleep now lah! : (
Alex : Hello FRIEND! : D
Nicole : Girllllllllllllll.
Abby : ...All the unspoken stuff.
Hey you black butterfly,lunch tmr yo.
&I thought...Nevermind.