I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
The more I study,the more I remember how close MYE's are,the more I keep getting the sinking feeling that I'm going to screw up every single thing real badly,& then the more I start getting all worked up &stressing more,studying more just in case.
Im starting to really like vectors.Heh.It's pretty fun once you get the hang of it afterall.
Some shoutouts!
Jingyi&Yanting : Yeah,winners.(: They're not worth the time,trust me.
Justyn : Goobjob,she's not worth it.I'm proud of you,keep it up!
Nicole : Hey,hope you're fine.Maybe find some time to go out after MYE's?Love.
Tinghui : Take care you,we'll be catching up real soon. <3
Abby : Great to see that you're slowly coping.I'll always be here.
Weijia : ...I'm sorry.
Alison : Aye.I'm so sorry I've neglected you so much these few weeks.I promise that we'll catch up after MYE's okay?
Rina : It'll be fine,hang on in there.^^
Jian : You'll find your way through everything.Someday,sometime.But hopefully soon.(:
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Apology accepted,you.
...I need time,sorry.
Just so you know,I meant it.
I miss you.I really do.
&I thought...Nevermind.