I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Open your eyes,undo the scene.
Happy birthday lifeng,you've been my best support all this while.Love.(:
Thanks...Ziwen,Changxu&Kaileun. : D Thanks for everything guys.
Nicole,take care girl.
Jingyi,be strong,I'll be here. <3
Abby,you know what I'm gonna say &what I think.I believe in you dear.
MYE's inching closer&closer.
Looking forward to a 2 week short break after MYE's before returning into studying mode again.Promised to watch spiderman 3 & pirates of carribean 3 with the china usual group.Can't wait.
It's one am now.Going to study a lil chem for test on monday.
Goodnight people.
&I thought...Nevermind.