I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Went library after SS test with kaileun & wanzhuo to find the ponners,changxu & de wei.TSK.Asses lah you all :/ & we did some studying.Changxu gave me 4 qns of logarithms which he couldnt do,&guess what,I can't any of them either. : ( I feel panicky & damn demoralised,crap.De wei today shooted this back at me while in a bicker : "Haiyah,you live too long already what,of course too old & too stupid lah!Zzzz." WA LAO.What live too long?You think you funny ah,idiot. -.- Wanzhuo's science is.....o.0 Hai.Me & Kaileun look at poor Lin an beside her trying to teach her that simple ws on elements from her wb,we couldnt stop laughing.The expression on Lin an's face was priceless I tell you,when wanzhuo asks the most simplest,basic qns or when she ask qns like,"What's sodium?Then if test come out sodium,how I know it's NA when im not given the periodic table?" -.- HUR HUR.
Just got off the phone with Changxu cos he's gonna sleep.
&Both of us agrees that Jiadong is our entertainment.HAHA.
Thanks for everything Changxu : D
& Also.
Thanks Lin yi for the talk just now.Painful,yes.Very painful.It's fucking painful.Lol.So now you know.Sigh.
Jingyi,way to go love! We'll make it for 0's : D Anytime girl.
I think my Geog,A maths,Ss & Physics for mid year is pretty screwed up ¬ up to my standards.Shit.I give myself break after MYE from 10th to 20th,to play/go crazy & everything,Changxu says I'm out of my mind & I sure know how to let myself rest siah :/ Eh whats wrong with my schedule hur hur hur hur hur.
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Haha.Expected.Nevermind.
I wish you knew.
&Only know that you turn back,then you realise that I've been here standing,waiting...all this while,.
&I thought...Nevermind.