I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Family ties/kinship forsaken,morales forgotten & lo& behold,the era of survival of the fittest takes over.It's like a game of predator & prey,where if one is not strong enough to withhold its own stand,the person instead would be stepped on mercilessly,given no second chance to be recover.Still,even so,there's a constant fear in everyone that there is someone above them,regardless how much power they already have.There's no definite reigning absolute power,& that's where the danger comes in.
Human natures are generally like a windvane,they change direction according to the changing world which is like the wind.This society we live in now,has changed to something so deformed,that it's absurdly ugly.We're all part of this mass masquerade party,where you can't differentiate between the real & the fake.
....................Okay nevermind.
I have no idea what rubbish I was talking above.
It was just some thoughts,some questions i was asking myself when I came across some friendster profiles of people.
Just a thought,really.
Me & Alex both want to study physchology! Whoo.
Yeah,let's all try to go Canada k.Accompany Changxu anyway.I'll probably be the latest in going there : ( Gah,no fair no fair no fair no fair.Nevermind,I've got Alex staying until JC finish,bleah you all.
Cornflakes are the love ayeeeee.
3 am in the morning at the moment,I'm still stressing myself over the geog mye paper & the answers for every qn.So...
Good morning starshines,the earth says hello! : D
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It was you,who chose to end it like you did.
If I can't be your everything,why not I be nothing at all instead?
&I thought...Nevermind.
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