I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
History's been a bitch.Period.
Gonna be just randoms today,dont mind me.
-So was there something faintly mocking about the smile.
-Hear the heart scream in pain.
-Symptoms of you.
-For the longest time,you've been the only one in my eyes.
-You love me but you don't know who I am.
-Are you the love jester from hell?
-& I thought all those yesterday feelings would be lost in time.
-I wanna go LALA!
-So much for my happy ending.
-When you're gone.
-Kinda insane but I know I'm sane. (???!!)
-But you're only almost here.
-Don't let go of us tonight.
-Haven't I always loved you?
-I'm still sober.
-Mentally & physically exhausted & wearing away.
-I love watching "So you think you can dance".Gee,Hok is so cute,hotnesszzzz.Ahhhh *faints.
-I've lived without your love for so long,what makes you think I can't go on without it now?
-Queen & the soldier.
-I shall stop the whole MIA thing to them soon : D
-They say I'm crazy,but I really don't care,that's my prerogativeeeeeeeeee.
-Good girl gone bad.
-It's scary how clear that you're such a manipulative lil bitch.The whole innocent image you're keeping up....tell me,how do you do that? Hur whatever.You're not worth me caring or even bothering about you for a sec,I was previously stupid stupid stupid,completely taken in like an idiot.Go on with your act,fabulous performance.
-A thrown chance. (?)
-Oh my,the kind of hypocrisy existing in this world.HA.
-Flashes of the past keep replaying themselves over & over again in my mind.
-Maybe you never really truely left me all along.
-Actually I think ______ is somewhat like ______ in a few ways.Urgh.Okay nevermind I'm being very mean/bitchy again.
-That's a misconception on your part,go figure.
-Relative velocity is driving me nuts wtf.Still got hell knows what missiles stuff & .....I dont know -.-
-Prelims prelims prelims prelims prelims.
-Slipping further & further away from this world.
-Losing grip on everything that I ever & still do care,love so much.
-Trying....& trying & trying.Ouch.
-Oh,I'm in.(:
Was nice having that talk w/ you,kinda unpredictable but...we'll work hard together yeah! I'm glad you've settled down so much this term.Zhang da le,HAHA.So now you understand the importance of it all & the need when smth unexpected arises.Take care & everything will be fineeeeeee,you have the brains man don't fret!
&I thought...Nevermind.