I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
I feel a million times fucking better after cutting hair today.
Short hair now,bye long hair.
It feels like a refreshed start,letting go of all the heaviness previously.
Thanks abby for everything.For being there for me,for understanding me always.You know I can't find the words to say <3 Ten years & still going on strong.
&I thought...Nevermind.