I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
I let myself sink into the negativity of everything & now,it's time to wipe the slate clean.Many things have been going on borrowed time,when it should have ended like ages ago.I wouldnt be here if without some of the best people I've ever met,helping me out,supporting me always & always understanding me.
Namely Abygail Tan Li Shan.
Same pri school until now,10 years & still going on strong : D Best friend.Many things left unsaid,but I think we both understand each other well enough. I miss you,let's go out shopping again soon.Thanks for today love.
& People like Goh Weijia,who for the past few years has never stopped caring for me like a little sister,for giving me the best advice & shoving me wake up calls when I needed them.He taught me so much about life & changed me for the better.Someone who gave me directions when I was lost,Ah gong : D Meanwhile,you better not bully her k.Although I think she's very capable of bullying you instead HAHA.
A bunch of guys,the china 'gang' to be precise.You guys showed me the true meaning of loyalty,friendship & respect.Always behind me in everything I do,& never for once made me feel uncomfortable.You all brought much fun & plenty of laughter into my life,some of you are the best brothers I could ever ask for,always caring & checking that I'm okay.Also a beloved sister,Wanzhuo.Who never fails to care for me 24/7,doing sweet stuff to surprise me,keeping me out of boredom all the time.She's been there for me all this while,taking care of me & helping in every way she could.Thank you,all of you all.Much love (:
A girl called Imee Anra Lim.Lead actress and subtitle translator in the first film I ever produced,"Hope,not lost." I miss the filming times & everything,how we went all out to do our best for the film & although it was pretty raw but we all had a great time : D She's been there for me & giving me pretty good advices,some were wake up calls that made me realise things & see everything in a clearer picture as well.With her,confirm there'll be much laughter & smiles with her antics & stuff. Thank you dear.
The love of my life,Tinghui! Oh man.She's been there for me like forever,always making me realise alot of stuff.I know I can trust her with anything & I can just spill out my heart stuff.She always makes me laugh & cheers me up with all her bimbo-ness & stuff,going out with her is super fun.We do childish stuff & the craziest things without being self concious. Miss you many,harry potter k!
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There's alot of other people like the usual clique,Ashley,Richny,Jingyi,Sunny & Brian,Jian,Pri school people & ....etc. Love.
(Below will just be a bomb of pictures,heh.Lazy to write captions already.)
& Then I fall asleep,only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before.
&I thought...Nevermind.
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