I let myself believe this was possible.
That it was,in fact,already happening.
But I'm not going to fret over the stupidity of believing.
Wouldn't that just be a waste of psychic energy?
Another excuse to engage in an endless cycle of negativity?
Experts in the field of human behaviour,
would agree that my will to believe was not a sign of stupidity.
Experts would agree that my will to believe was a sure sign of INSANITY.
...&It was that wretched,misguiding,leechlike parasite called hope.
Today is a good day I suppose,cos its been a long time since I met & hanged out with them.Feels really heartwarming,all the old times.Weijia's sister birthday was today,so he made me go his house to join in the fun ( although I swear I tried all ways to not go ) cos....of many reasons,lol. But anyway,it was good.(: Weijia's MJ friends are damn hilariously funny & friendly,like...Tedious,Yingmin,Jessie(?)...etc people.One of them looks very like marvin.A much slimmer version =x But the old people i already knew was Weijia,Baoying,Chuhong,Naiyu,Hinfan & Eugene.After two years leaving Tk,they havent' changed much.Chuhong's sweettalking is getting to higher levels,Weijia is getting lamer by each second & Naiyu's face is still forever red.Thats about all.
Wlao get suaned like crazy grrrrrr.Had a long arguement with Eugene ( I knew him cos ex TK but we were never friends until today ).He says im short! Wtffffff.Just cos I said both him & chuhong are short.But both of them are guys...of around my height eh! Then hinfan come stand among us & we all sian already -.- Weijia's mum is damn cute,she wanted to talk to me about bags cos weijia told her I'm a taimei & insists his mum must speak to me in chinese then zai o.0 Then chuhong,eugene plus baoying gang up against me,try to play this "cat find ball" game.They hid my wallet so that I couldnt go home,bully! In the end I found it,thanks to eugene who unknowingly gave the game away.^^ keke.Then another found of argument started with naiyu,baoying & chuhong on the same team : ( Refuse to let me leave.In the end I still got my way & left early around 8 : D But not before me & baoying suffocated pig naiyu who was attempting to sleep on weijia's bed,by covering the blanket over him and smashing pillows against his face and letting eugene pounce onto him.HAHA.Gg already lah.So chuhong & weijia sent me to kembangan mrt & yes I'm back home now.Good luck for A levels k you all! (:
{huh,the only catfight that will happen around is not between me & baoying k Eugene,more like between us! Eh but wait.You're a dog not a cat right?So dog cat fight. ^^}
Think I'm going to go Kallang macs later to study the night throughout :/ Naiyu,chuhong & weijia plus me played chatting musical chairs while eating.Then they all say they that time one week before 0's then study also no problem,A maths whole year f9 but then 0' levels A2,so ask me dont worry -.- Chuhong say his english prelims c5 but 0 levels A2 & alot of other stuff then they all ask me dont stress out ah -.-
I GOT NOTHING TO SAY ALREADY EXCEPT THAT I'M STILL GONNA STUDY SO STOP CURSING ME K EUGENE.
With that,bye bye world! Zoooooooom*
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You can bring your jealousy & get as far away from me as possible.
Whatever,I am sick of this.
&I thought...Nevermind.